It made her feel above it all, this lifestyle. Like she’d been plucked from reality and deposited on a cloud, left to enjoy some sort of higher plane. It felt, in fact, like all this was a little too surreal, a little too like fantasy, to be anything close to reality. 

The worst of it was when she’d be back among vanilla life; visiting family, at work, with friends. A mask would slip over her face, and she pretended as if she wasn't the girl she was, instead some construct that had the best parts of her removed. A husk, a puppet, something to control and project, but never to reveal. It was exhausting.

Too late she caught herself prone to elitism, dismissing anyone not part of the scene as the unenlightened, the zombies who were still stuck in the vanilla grind, complaining about neglectful boyfriends and the perils of single life. It all seemed so droll, some boring soap that didn't have all that much bearing on her life, on the excitement that filled her evenings. She drifted away on her cloud, and too late realized the gap between her and the ground was forever lengthening.

She lost friends, but kept a few. There was enough tethering her down that she could reel herself back in, actually pay attention when they talking about their lives, rather than just switch off because they weren't what she was interested in. She’d been caught up in the wonderful melodrama of kink, and it was only now that she was rounding herself back out. Reoccupying the third dimension. It had taken over, for a little while, but it wasn't all that her life was. 

Looking back, it was a seduction. Swept up in the romance of her fantasy, it was as though she’d been blinkered, left with only that in her vision. She’d tell her tale as a cautionary one, were there anyone to listen. But she ended up telling it to herself, and that would do, at least for now.

No matter how elegant you dress.

No matter how fine the dinner We have.

No matter how perfect your hair and make up.

I will rip the dress from your body.

I will make you swallow My cock for desert. 

I will make your mascara run while I grip you by the hair.

you may be a lady, but you are My slut. 

He expected her to kneel, but she turned playful. what to do with a girl who’s charmingly willful? He asked himself. The corners of his mouth started to turn into a slight smile, which betrayed the intent of his gaze. it wasn't merely a gaze, but an unspoken communication which could level her. As pleased as he was by her charm and lightheartedness, he would no longer stand for any transgressions. She glanced up peek-a-boo style to notice that his slight smile had vanished, gone and forgotten. In its place was tense intensity. As he stood motionless, she realized that what might have started out with the intention of a play session, had now taken a far darker turn. clouds building, boiling over and expanding on the horizon. This storm would be severe. His hand raised and came crashing down on her ample flesh,  like the sound of a lightening bolt and with as much ferocity.

Any Takers?

Dominant or domineering?

This question has teased my mind throughout the day as I compare my thoughts to others. I am a Dominant. I am intelligent  I like what I like and I take what is offered to me perhaps before the person offering is even consciously aware that it’s offered. I often am confronted by other alpha males and these men generally fall into the category of Dominant or domineering. Meeting another Dominant is like meeting a brother. At times there may be conflict, but in general a Dominant is not intimidated by another Dominant. A domineering male however cannot achieve a Dominant state by his own means and resorts to intimidation, threats or brute force. These are all the tools of a Dominant, but are carefully held and used very sparely. A domineering male can fake a Dominant stance but only until tested when his true colors and insecurities come through. A truly Dominant male achieves Dominance through a natural ability to lead others and guide them to a gift of submitting. 

For my life, I choose to be Dominant over domineering. 

In the end, you will be Mine body, mind and soul.

micheals-domain

What will you do for me? 

Anything … 

Where will you do it? 

Anywhere … 

When will you do it? 

Any time … 

For whom will you do it? 

For anyone you say … 

And what are you precious one? 

I am yours my Master … 

Only yours …

A girl is a marvelously complicated creature. If you would know her, understand her, and master her, there is so much you must know about the secret depths of her heart and soul. You must know who she is, how she became what she is… her story, her journey, her hopes and fears and dreams… in short, you must know her as well and deeply as a person as anyone possibly could. However, there are times that none of that matters. Sometimes, all that matters is that she is a raging slut, an animal full of need, teetering on the edge of control… and all she really needs is to wrap her lips around a pulsing, hard, dripping cock…

Always and Always and Always.

Yes, I like knife play, too.

1. had sex? Yes.
2. bought condoms? No.
3. gotten pregnant? Yes.
4. failed a class? Yes.
5. kissed a boy? Yes.
6. kissed a girl? Yes.
7. had a job? Yes.
8. left the house without my wallet? Yes.
9. bullied someone on the internet? No.
10. sexted? Yes.
11. had sex in public? Yes.
12. smoked weed? Yes.
13. smoked cigarettes? Yes.
14. smoked a cigar? No.
15. drank alcohol? Yes.
16. been to a wedding? Yes.
17. been on the computer for 5 hours straight? Yes.
18. watched tv for 5 hours straight? Yes.
19. been late for school? Yes.
20. kissed in the rain? Yes.
21. showered with someone else? Yes.
22. been outside my home country? Yes.
23. been on a road trip longer than 5 hours? Yes.
24. had lice? Yes.
25. gotten my heart broken? Yes.
26. had a credit card? Yes.
27. been to a professional sports game? Yes.
28. broken a bone? Yes.
29. been unhappy about my weight? Yes.
30. won a trophy? Yes.
31. cut myself? Yes.
32. been on a diet? Yes.
33. rode in a taxi? No.
34. stayed up for 24 hours or more? Yes.
35. been to a concert? Yes.
36. had a crush on someone of the same sex? No.
37. had braces? No.
38. wore make up? Yes.
39. lost my virginity before I was 16? Yes.
40. kissed someone a different race than myself? Yes.
41. snuck out of the house? Yes.
42. had oral sex? Yes.
43. dyed my hair? Yes.
44. met someone famous? Yes.
45. been on vacation? Yes.
46. been on a boat? Yes.
47. been on an airplane? Yes.
48. prank called someone? Yes.
49. taken a pregnancy test? Yes.
50. been suspended from school? Yes.

Need one more for the balls.

Love the tears.